Demon Kats Thoughts

 Ever since “it” moved back into my parents house. I havent been sleeping unless danny is home. When i do finally sleep. Its only when danny is in the room so if my cell rings then he can wake me up to answer it. I feel this dark ess that’s slowly taking over me. It fuels the anger and hate i have for “it” . I moved out of my parents house cause of “it” and i try not to stay long. Before i got to know “it”  I thought that she was pretty. Now shes just down right ugly. Its her personality and the way she treats people around her that makes her ugly. I cant stand to be in the same room as she is.  I hate how she treats my parents. I wish i could do something about it. I wish i could kick her out. But i have to wait. Shes on Karma's list. And when the time is right she will be shown the door.  I am taking this time to build a resistance against her. So i dont cave when shes told to leave.  

 A teardrop fell upon the rose That she held close to her breast. In sympathy, the petals closed, As she saw her love at rest. The rose it seemed to feel her pain As one by one her petals fell And upon the stem of thorns, Now fell the pouring rain. Bending down, she picked the petals And to herself, she drew them near; She saw, in the rose, her broken heart And on the petal, her fallen tear. Between the pages of a book, She placed the petals tenderly And the rose, it shed a tear, As if it cried in sympathy. The words, on the pages read, Forever, my love, remember me And when you see a rose of red, Remember, love, to remember me.

I'm standing in front of the silent grave, looking at your name, carved in the stone. A cold wind is swinging branches of pines in the dark graveyard without any light. Obscure clouds are overcastting the skies, restraining their sadness over this sight.   Beside me, there's a candle on the grave. Its flame is floating over the gray stone, making mystic shapes, filling me with fears, flying as far as it can, hurrying on its way, leaving me lost and afraid, alone in tears like every shiny light you've taken away.   The snowflakes are falling over the grave. Your name is disappearing from the stone. The fragile flame doesn't shine anymore. The last light of my life has abandoned me, following you up to the Heaven's shore to swim with you in the Paradise sea.

I miss the times when you were here, Telling me to have no fear. To hold my head up high and strong, Add happy notes to my sad song. I miss the way you look at me As if I were too blind to see. The path I'm on might hurt and scathe, But all goes well if you just have faith. I miss the sound of your sweet voice, Through bitter times a saving noise That told me what was right and wrong But rang in my ears for far too long. A caring person, you were such Who helped and hurt me, oh so much. You'd guide and mislead me through the day You left me lonely when I'd rather you stay. Over things like that you had no control. A rock set in motion will continue to roll. No matter how hard you tug and heave, You were always pushed and forced to leave. Then one day you never returned, My tears so hot they almost burned. Aware now about what I lack, But crying and mourning won't bring you back. For me to let out what I need to say. I can't do much more than pray. No longer am I wea...

Yet the month seems to fly bu fast. I could t tell you what i been thinking as it seems to enter mind only to leave the next second. I am still not sleeping right. I am up at night and during the day. I am insure of what i should be doing if anything…  so i turned to my old friend and started to write