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Grandma






 July 4, 1934 - July 1, 2010

July 1st we woke up to you being gone.  Its been 11 yrs and I still have a difficult time visiting you. Still today when something happens thats good i want to instantly call and tell you about it. Then i remember that I cant. 

There have been a lot of changes. Some people have left our life and some have come into our life. King passed away about 5 yrs after did. September 4th. Everyone was in NC visiting Aunt Robin and Uncle Bob.  Moms dog Molly has passed as well. We had to help her. Both is buried at the farm. I image both dogs are guarding you. King was a wonderful protector and friend. Sparky has passed to. I bet he with Grandpa and he's sneaking him table scraps.

I believe deep in my heart that he has chosen Gizmo for me. I see some characteristics of king in Gizmo. You would like him.

Shay has entered into our life. That one is a  feisty one. She got a daughter named Oaklynn. Shes my little horror movie partner. She loves the movie It and even has a huge pennywise poster by her bed. Hey everyone has to have a hobby right? 

Shay had a little boy Briggs. He is a good baby but is at the stage now that he wants to be on the move. 

Shay is creative. Very colorful.  And when she puts her mind to do something she wont stop til its perfect. She does wonderful work.

Danny, Grandma i have had sone screwed boyfriends in my past. But Danny is different. We met at work. The first time I seen him i called him Jon Snow.  We been together over 4 yrs now. I have lived with him for 2 yrs. i still visit mom and dad. And i have disability now so i am getting caught up on past dues.  I wish you could have met him. You would like him. I have changed a lot cause of him and i would have to say for the better. If i am sad about something or stressed he does whatever he can to get me to smile or even laugh. What draws me to him the most is he accepts all of me. My faults along with the good. 

When I can, i am getting a tattoo of a red rose that has your birth and the yr you passed. And “ Grandma” under it.  

I am going to be volunteering at the local library.  And I can bring gizmo with me! I am hoping to be able to run the computer classes. I have sone ideas i want to run by the lady thats in charge of the classes. 

I gotta go. I will write you again soon.

Love, Cassy

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