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Sleep? Whats that

 Just as the title suggests, I get little to no sleep.  Insomnia sucks. I for the most part could fall asleep during the day. But I try not to.


Its 12:40 am on Thursday the 24th. I been thinking of what too do during the time I am up and others is sound a sleep. Blogging! 

Yesterday we went to corners to celebrate my dads birthday and fathers day. I think dad had a decent time. I did as well. Danny was with me so that made it easier. 

Danny is my Fiancé as of June 20th of this month we  had been together for 4 years. I would love to marry him asap. But i just got disability and I cant risk losing that or rent will never get paid. 

We met at my old job. The first time i saw him I declared him as a Jon Snow look alike. From there it just went up hill. And with the help of one of my best friends I ended up asking him out. 

I swear when your ment to be with someone, there is nothing that will prevent that from happening. Being with danny has shown me what true love is.



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