Demon Kats Thoughts

 I am sitting here its 6:12 am. It will be 11 yrs that god had called you home. Dont get me wrong i am thrilled that you are no longer in pain or suffer and I know that both of my grandfather is with you along with Linda and the rest. Haha I bet Ralph is even visiting you. You know i still remember him.  I miss you on a daily basis. So much is going on in my life. And i wish i could talk to you about it. The good and the bad.  This will he short. I  wanna just lay down and sleep today. More then I normally do. I might even just turn my cell off. Love you grandma   I

 Well this is a loaded question and there is no one person that I admire. I was asked this question once before and this was my answer: I have several people I admire: Queen Elizabeth I   Why? Because in a world where men  Ruled and queens lost there heads. She grew up to becomes  Queen against all odds. Queen Elizabeth was the daughter to Henry Tudor and Anne Boylen. Ann was beheaded for adultry and Elizabeth was declared  an  illegitimate child. After her sisters death, Elizabeth  became queen. She never married and rules with an iron fist. My Grandma She had a interesting life. Got married to my Grandfather had five children and lived through Grandpa Cass”s death. To later marry Ghon Eckley and live through his death as well.  All three of them was childhood friend and Grandpa Eckley carried a picture of grandmom when she was 16 with him in his wallet for many uears. While grandma tried teaching how to be a girl. Grandpa was teaching how to hin...

 July 4, 1934 - July 1, 2010 July 1st we woke up to you being gone.  Its been 11 yrs and I still have a difficult time visiting you. Still today when something happens thats good i want to instantly call and tell you about it. Then i remember that I cant.  There have been a lot of changes. Some people have left our life and some have come into our life. King passed away about 5 yrs after did. September 4th. Everyone was in NC visiting Aunt Robin and Uncle Bob.  Moms dog Molly has passed as well. We had to help her. Both is buried at the farm. I image both dogs are guarding you. King was a wonderful protector and friend. Sparky has passed to. I bet he with Grandpa and he's sneaking him table scraps. I believe deep in my heart that he has chosen Gizmo for me. I see some characteristics of king in Gizmo. You would like him. Shay has entered into our life. That one is a  feisty one. She got a daughter named Oaklynn. Shes my little horror movie partner. She loves the...

  This is a must see! For someone that had only an hour of sleep. I was able to stay awake and alert through the whole movie! There will be another one of these!

 I cant wait til tomorrow.  Danny mom and my son and I will be going to see F9. I cant wait. Just told danny i can’t sleep all day cause i wanna take a shower before leaving the house.  I will let you all know how it was. But i am pretty sure its going to be epic cause one of my favorite characters returns!  Its midnight now and i am listening to music. 

 I thought i had a decent night sleep last night but maybe not. Anyways i slept all day today. I dont know how to fix me. If you know how to fix me please help! I am going to attempt to sleep tonight. We will see how that goes. Whom wants to make a bet that i will be awake again or not even sleep??? Tomorrow is friday. Cant wait til Saturday 

 I cant wait for Saturday to get here. Danny mom and my son Jeffery will be going to the movies to watch fast and furious 9.  I am hoping we can do dinner afterwards then danny and i will come home.  Around the 28th i will get my check and then on the 30th spend some time with my son and mom. We have some shopping to do.

Gabe and Nick   I love these two. The videos always bring a smile to my face and brighten up my day!

  Blue_eyed_Darkness I want this song!!!!!

 I used to all country.  But now i listen to almost anything. Blue grass and that other stuff thats call Opera.

 Last year August 30th . . Danny and I decided to watch a movie. So I was shifting on the bed to get  comfortable and I what I thought at the time was a pulled muscle in my left upper leg. That was short lived when the lower part of my leg started hurting. Danny and I tried everything from heating pad, pain meds, hot bath and walking it offer. Wasnt til I noticed the redness on my leg and got danny and his dad to take me to the Er. So he helped me up the steps. While he was talking to Lee (dannys dad) i threw up.  At the hospital sucked. I could only have two care people to visit me due to covid.  The front royal hospital is what it is. I almost dies there. My leg wasnt getting better and I started with blisters up and down my leg. At sone point  i was transferred to Winchester  Medical center.   Had emergency surgery. I remember for me to send a simple “good morning “ text i felt like I had just ran a marathon (and this girl doesn’t run).  At tha...

 Just as the title suggests, I get little to no sleep.  Insomnia sucks. I for the most part could fall asleep during the day. But I try not to. Its 12:40 am on Thursday the 24th. I been thinking of what too do during the time I am up and others is sound a sleep. Blogging!  Yesterday we went to corners to celebrate my dads birthday and fathers day. I think dad had a decent time. I did as well. Danny was with me so that made it easier.  Danny is my Fiancé as of June 20th of this month we  had been together for 4 years. I would love to marry him asap. But i just got disability and I cant risk losing that or rent will never get paid.  We met at my old job. The first time i saw him I declared him as a Jon Snow look alike. From there it just went up hill. And with the help of one of my best friends I ended up asking him out.  I swear when your ment to be with someone, there is nothing that will prevent that from happening. Being with danny has shown me what ...

 This is Gizmo and my partner in Crime is Danny. I want to make a few things clear: 1. Not suicidal  2. Am NOT at risk of harming myself or anyone else. 3. What i post is my doing unless otherwise noted. 4. I will give credit where credit is due.